moody day

beening hiding in the toilet for an hour plus... reading his blog n write this..


Knowing that he has a blog long ago, finally have the courage to click on the link.


From his blog, i able to know what's he been thinking and how's he has been through for the past few months... i cant blame him for what he had wrote, it's defintely is my fault... Surprize to know that he has been reading my blog too..


to u:

the reason of breaking up is not what u think, there are more reasons behind.. which i onli told u half of it... i really cant say it in full cos i was xxxx, even my buddies didnt know abt it.. i really cant tell any1!! if i do so, there will bad things happened to all the ppl i care n loved..


hur... seeing me laughing n smiling, thinking that im happy? u r wrong man!!i nv been as happy as i was before, after that incident(xxxx)... i always trying to put up a smile n make ppl ard me feel happy n don let them worry abt me!! ever since that time, the "ME" in the photo was so fake eventhought i put a smile on my face..


im scared of being alone, cos when im alone. i will tend to think abt the past andstart having mood swing and bad temper... i really hate it!! beside that "HE" will come to look for me again!!


but nw no matter what i have said, u wont believed me right? but nvm as u said it's all past le!!